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FEAR

by Peach Crush

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1.
Guide me i have fallen to my knees Indoor cat out on your balcony Please be sweet to me Heineken warm and bathed in dust Your fathers gold a heart thatll never rust Gentle touch Please be sweet to me Please be sweet to me Gentle as you pray the rosary Please be sweet to me Teach me what I want to know I will follow your lead But please be sweet to me
2.
Im feeling bad but i look to the future Maybe ill move to tennessee Move into a house on a road near a grocery store My rent will be what i now pay a week I know you love me But you’ll never show me Im alive when im in your bedroom I know you love me but youll never show me Im alive when im in your bedroom Look for apartments and youll never call me Im moving back uptown in may Ill never see you but hey whats difference You dont wanna see me anyway I know you love me But what if showed me Im alive outside of your bedroom I know you love me But what if showed me Im alive outside of your bedroom
3.
Im selfish i know Go to the pool see you talking to somebody else How long can I hold my breath Before i get sucked into the vacuum tube Traveling through the filtration system My heart is the first part to decay Band aids and a chewed piece of gum Wish you would fish me out but you pour in the bleach over there Im intertwined with water bugs and clumps of hair Im selfish I know Im selfish I know Im sunburned and the skin peels off of my back My fingers are pruned and my tongue turns black Its getting dark and you’ve changed out of your shorts You turn off the lights and lock the wrought iron doors You get into your car and drive home for the night When you get back i wont know cause the bugs ate my eyes
4.
core 02:29
Holding my heart like the core of a apple Holding my hand like a moss covered rock Im stuck between a rock and a hard place Youre the coins between two couch cushions Holding my heart like the core of a apple Tuck the seeds into your shirt pocket You are only a few hundred miles away Holding my hand like a moss covered rock Clasp it tight so it won't slip away from you Please be gentle ad speak to me kindly My heart is tender and ripe for the picking I will try but i can't protect myself Seeds decay just as they always do but sit them down in a dish and they'll sprout anew Water them here and they will sprout there someday
5.
my love lies down in new york in new york will he wake up will he wake up it was cold yesterday, but today it is sunny and 75 we'll cross that bridge when we get there but the 1 is stopped on the tracks cant pay my rent in this city and heaven wont welcome me back drag me into st georges dont let me fall through the cracks is it a lack of conviction or am I just a talentless hack my love lies down in new york in new york will he wake up will he wake up it was cold yesterday, but today it is sunny and 75
6.
what do you want from me im filled with mediocrity dont say that im not myself when sadness fills up all my shelves dont worry your doing fine ill tell you when youre out of line dad tells me to grow a spine but spine growing came before my time oh baby rock and roll oh baby rock and roll lavender fields putting me to sleep im yours to hold but not to keep gotta stop selling myself short im taking my time and putting in work i dont wanna sleep alone i dont wanna sleep alone oh baby rock and roll oh baby rock and roll
7.
goodbye song 03:15
Where do we go from here my favorite friend How do we mark that this isnt the end Honey comb apples cinnamon spice My heart is aching im trying to be nice A calmness instilled A glorious word Hope like an angel But fly like a bird Im dreary and vapid and spit like a mule Try and offer myself, Glorious fool Aboard an aeroplane Sick in my throat Aboard a cargo ship sinking boat A patience instilled Word like a sword Wounded and bleeding Returned to the herd Im tired and lonely and sink like a stone Do not forget me I kneel at your throne Ever present, silent night Humble beginnings, lifelong delight Leaving footprints in plush summer grass Try not to look for me in days long past A calmness instilled A glorious word Hope like an angel But fly like a bird Where do we go from here my favorite friend How do we mark that this isnt the end
8.
formaldehyde 02:13
look at me please i am falling apart cant wait to get paid pump bronze through my heart encase me in silver or please let me go preserve me in honey cause i love you so hang me up the blood'll dry soon spit on me and put me away in my room a thorn in your side please send me away cant help but come back like you want me to stay encase me in silver or please let me go preserve me in honey cause i love you so
9.
fauna 02:48
pray to a god ive always known back in his arms i still feel alone soft and gentle i do not speak burns on my knees i feel so weak water to wine where have you been who's made of flesh and not of sin is it my place to deny you here is this love or is it fear in my own bed i feel so strange eternal love i cannot contain voice like a swan i hear your song grant me new life I am your fawn in my own bed i feel so strange eternal love i cannot contain in my own bed i feel so strange eternal love i cannot contain eternal love i cannot contain
10.
soft 02:29
Shouldnt matter to you anymore What ive become But i know it does You never listened I was speaking then Now I know you hear You are always there I was with you when you cut your hair When you hurt yourself Just to show you cared Holy red so soft Falls on me now Falls on the ground Holy water Cant save me now Tendencies Foggy battleground Find a piece of mind Hold my fortress down Holy red so soft Falls on me now Falls on the ground Holy water Cant save me now
11.
funnel cake 02:03
Funnel cake Thought about the boyfriend i had in tenth grade Sonic drive through Wish all these memories were of you Keep me warm Im happy to have been born Where were you When i was fifteen and rung through Coney island baby I can see the lights from where you are Top of a rusted ferris wheel I’ll hold up a cardboard sign Climb up a flagpole Reach your hand out to meet mine Hand you a note i wrote you It is written in my blood Riding the train to meet you Stopped in the tunnel far too long When I get out to the light again I'll forget I wrote this song Funnel cake Thought about the boyfriend I had in tenth grade Sonic drive through Wish all these memories were of you
12.
lawn 02:46
White cat sleeping in a bed of tulips Tan sudan in the parking lot Birthdays today thought you forgot Rusted chair out on the lawn Law and order marathon Infinite death infinite decay Finite life high def display White cat sleeping in a bed of tulips Comb the fur out look for burrs A flea a tick a murderer I see my mom in pictures of myself I pray for happiness she prays for health White cat sleeping in a bed of tulips
13.
Those who walk in darkness Shall inherit all the earth What they never had a blue corvette A jar of dirt walking in darkness On whom shall your light shine Quiet in the valley Im home at suppertime Your eyes will gleam in passing Speak a language not my own But i can understand you still You are here but im alone Harsh eyes i am speaking Im sad but you are kind Simple when you call me Im complex ive lost my mind Radiate before me Ive slept out in the cold I know that you saw me You have watched me grow old I will grow impatient skin my leather tan my hide I long to be with you See you on the other side Those who walk in darkness Shall inherit all the earth What they never had a lofted bed A clean new shirt walking in darkness On whom shall your light shine Quiet in the valley Im home at suppertime

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it's all for You, i could die tomorrow but i needed to be turned inside out

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released February 14, 2018

written and performed by Gabrielle Blevins
I'd like to thank my ever growing family of blood of tears of faith of hurt of heartache and of ever present underlying joy

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Peach Crush New York, New York

Gabrielle Blevins
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